https://www.strava.com/athletes/625021/latest-rides/1a24970941942b05f43bb51ea58e0286d2c9e3d7 I have not written in awhile and I feel both happy and sad about that.  Writing for me is therapeutic and lovely and healing and emotional.  It fulfills a need for me to release negativity and refocus on the positives of life.  But, there are also times when it is hard to find…